Remembrance 2

I just thought of something else and before it slips my mind....here it is. The mirror image about my sister Maureen. It is a little clearer to me today. It almost as if when she died I lost who I was and had to *redefine* myself in the most basic of ways. I didn't have my looking glass to know me and say "this is you." " You know who you are and what you want." And most importantly my favorite..."it'll be okay." It's been a wild ride these past years and I can honestly say I worked hard at defining myself and more importantly liking myself. Seeing me for me and simply accepting myself. I know she's smiling and happy where she is.....she tells me in dreams.